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oh, open agad? na intriga noh? HAHA. :))

obviously, di ko alam ano ita-type ko tlgang di ko maintindihan sarili ko. there are times na gsto kng umiyak. di ko rn alam sino gsto ko. si 1 ba or si 2. HAHA! :)) snayang lang ni 1 love ko for him. at kng mgng kmi mn ulit, wla ding patutunguhan dhl ayaw din sa akin ng parents nia. wtf, MAS AYAW ko sa kanila. haha! di nila alm mga gnawa ko mpasaya lng anak nila. tas ngayon parang ako pa me kasalanan?? haha. happy kaau sila eh. wtffffff, kung gsto man ng nanay nia si LUZ, sila gd. mgsma sila. mga &!@#$% HAHAHA. kung iniicp nila na mahal ko prn anak nila, OO. at i think, it wouldn’t be easy to forget the memories we’ve shared di ko ipaglalaban anak nila kng di ko mahal. my friends, they’re all aware na ayaw ng parents ko ke 1 from the start pa lang. pero gnawa ko lahat pra lang mgustuhan nila and it’s not easy.  it’s burden. bat kata di nia mgawang ipaglaban ako? dh ba mlaki utng na loob nia sa nanay nia? eh ako? ano? PROPS lang? he even doesn’t have the idea how much i strive hard to have this kind of life tapos ganito pa? ano lang pla gsto nia? SEX? haha. for god sake. wtf. hmmm, ke number two? aww. mahal ko xa. wahaha. dlawa sila for short. pero sabi nga ni bob ong, KUNG MAGMAHAL KA MAN NG DALAWA, PILIIN MO YUNG PANGALAWA. DAHIL HINDI KA NAMAN TALAGA MAGMAMAHAL NG ISA PA, KUNG MAHAL MO TLGA YUNG UNA. haha, so meaning?….. :))

you may have broken my heart, but you can NEVER break me. :))

I am not perfect. I’ll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid stuff and take it back. But put all that aside and I am sure you will see, you’ll never find a girl that cares and love you more than me.

You are the first person I think of when I wake up. The last person I think of before I go to bed. And the only person I dream of. ^^

I hope you know how much you mean to me. I hope you know how much i care. I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU SMILE! i ALWAYS say, “you’ve got great hair!”. I want to be “so much” to you. I want to hear you saying I LOVE YOU more and more each day. please, don’t ever go.

ever since i met YOU, nobody else is even worth thinking about.

today, I caught myself smiling for no reason. But then I realize, i was only thinking of you! :))

Sometimes, when I am alone, I think about your face, and how much I MISS YOU :((. I hope you’re thinking of me too. And you love me as much as i love you

message ko para sa’yo oh. :

Don’t waste your time regretting all your wrongs. know that in the end, you’ll get what your heart longs. Try not to risk it all; don’t stumble; don’t fall. take the time reading the writings on the wall. HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH. don’t be afraid to say goodbye. Stay true and be you. do everything there is to do. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST, don’t look back - there is a reason for the future and a reason for the PAST. love til it hurts! laugh til you cry and when your life flashes before you die, BE HAPPY FOR WHAT YOU’VE DONE. BE HAPPY FOR WHAT YOU OVERCOME. and most of all, be proud of what you’ve become. :))

i don’t know how to say this. kanina, when we’re talking on the phone. i asked him, ‘wala ka load? gnyan dn bya sa pinsan ko, kwatan kase ang sun.’ he answered me back ‘malmn lang ntn yan pag na contact kita’ sna sinagot niya ako ng maayos. alam ko, too shallow reason. di ko msbi sbi sknya na nalain ako kase alam ko, i.down niya na nmn sarili niya. or whatever. i am tired. yesterday, me and my family were eating. my mom asked me ‘msta na kayo?’ and my dad inserted ‘lex mn yn xa’ i don’t know what’s the reason i cried. i just answered them back ‘hndi ko alam ma, pa kung love ko siya. kase palage nia nlng ako pinapaasa sa wala. pinaghihintay sa wla’ then.. they just smiled at me sbay sabi ‘pinili mo yan. pagpatuloy mo nlng yn’ wat shud i do? ayoko mn xa breakan. yoko kase mag isa.. pero sna maging sensitive xa. gngawa niya na lahat.. pero bat prang may kulang? :’( aren’t we destined for each other? or are we destined for each other but we shud wait for the right time? kelan nga ba ang right time?.. sna di niya hntaying mwala feelings ko sknya.. T_T kase malapit na.

SANA MAPATAWAD MKO. PASENXA, GAGA LANG :((

You’ve got your arms wrapped around my heart. Even when you’re far away, you can still reach me. Each day before was lonely, but you filled my cup overflowing. Don’t go changing anything about the love that you’ve been showing. Life is short, but I’ll spend all my time proving this words I say. With every breath, daytime and night, I’ll love you in every way. YOu’ve got me panicked and relaxed when your eyes catch me by surprise. I had stopped believing love could save me until the moment you arrived. Please, I beg you, forgive me if at times the emotion overpowers me. With your arms wrapped around my heart is the only place I want to be.

I open my eyes to look into yours. I open my hand to touch your face. I open my mind to understand. I open my soul to bare it all. I open my heart to love you completely. Tomorrow opens its arms to us.

My eyes, once closed, realize, I am only whole under your skies. I open my eyes to the beautiful weather, open my eyes to a new life together. I open my eyes like they’re never been opened before. My eyes open to a world they never thought they’d see. My open arms make a perfect form wrapped around my love. I open my mind to close the door, I open my heart to you and you alone.

My open soul is yours, I’ve nothing to hide. My open heart is yours, I’ll love you until I die. My open mind is yours, it’s filled with thoughts that keep me alive. My open eyes are yours, they saw the beauty that brought me to you. My eyes, once closed, realize, the beauty that keeps me, they found inside you.

Before I met you, there was an empty hole where my heart used to live. Before I met you, the darkness was all too familiar for me. Before you touched me, I was rock solid and stone cold. Before you showed me, I was afraid to look for my soul. Before the first day, the last night was vicious and cruel. Before you light up my life, sunset and my love fell into hibernating sleep. Before I found you, I was lost trying to find myself. Before you found me, I was fearing that no one ever would. Before the words, there was the look that mended my splintered pieces. Before the smile, was the first sight and the breath stolen from deep in me, you still possess. Before I LOVE YOU, hello was church bells and songbirds in the morning mist. Before I met you, I thought each day was an eternity. Before I met you, I wished for my whole world to go away. Before there was you, there was no me. Before there was you, I did not exist. Before you I thought I’d never love again. But now I drop to my knees and give thanks before you. I don’t want to remember what was life before you.

HAHAHA. infairness, i don’t know what to type. haha. :)) basta ang alam ko, inaantok na ako. shet! gutom ako. pero can’t go out of this effin’ house. or shud i call this home. as what my tita told me. err. so asar! i left my PSP at our room yesterday. don’t know if andun pa yun. i forgot din to go knina because of my hectic sched. char! hectic tlga. hahaha. well.. never mind. haha. dumaan si crush knina sa likod ko, sorry xa. may kausap ako sa fone ehh.. xDD more special than to him. he’s not special anyway.. haha. he asked also for my cp number.. and i refused to gve it, coz i know.. i’m TAKEN. haha.. and i’m proud of it. xDD haha.. i really100x love my bf.. obviously, he loves me too.. uhh. i hope so. :)) haha.. nerr, i trust him nmn ehh.. everyday nmn kmi nag uusap, so there’s no reason for me to have doubts.. coz i know the truth.. knowing myself, mababa lang tlga ako.. mbabaw luha ko.. mbabaw din kaligayahan ko.. ewan bat ako na fall dun.. di ko pa nga xa nkikilala dti ehh.. pero la akong mgawa, eh mahal ko tlga ehh, sobra.. *no side comments please. haha..

wah.. tagal niya mag oL.. mhuhulog na ata mata ko.. (paki catch nlng).. haha.. kiddin’ =)) weh.. i’ll wait for him noh.. its so unfair na di ko xa hntayin.. dba? sama pa nmn pkiramdam nmin.. pareho kmi. wat did we do pla? xDD.. hahaha.. lolness.. :))

samuka oyy.. bored! hahai